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Everyone around me thinks my family is perfect. We have been married for 5 years and have a 2 year old daughter. Friends are jealous. They all have different husbands with their own shortcomings, and my husband, in their opinion, is perfect. And I understand that they are right. He is handsome, kind, wealthy, not stupid, not demanding in the household, everything is fine in sex, he loves me, takes care of his daughter with pleasure, sometimes more than me.
But I don't love him. A couple of times I openly told him about it, but he thinks that I'm just out of anger. After sex, even crying is disgusting. She married him because "he's a good man." Girlfriends don’t even realize that I envy them, because they are married to loved ones, albeit sometimes morons. Mom always said: the main thing is to be loved. They love it, but it's not easy for me. Sometimes he lets go, and sometimes at least howl. And I can’t leave, because the “ideal” family, daughter, and it’s unlikely that I will ever find the best.
