The story of one boy who loved everyone no matter what.

From the boy's notes:

My name is Vanya. I am 7 years old. I love my mother Katya and father Vadim very much...

... and to be honest, I love them and fear them. they always beat me, but I don't understand why, what I'm guilty of...

In the morning I woke up and went to school. I studied well, the teacher loved me, and I loved the whole class ... You know, I have no friends. During breaks, I sit in class and play with pencils. Nobody wants to be friends with me. I always tried to approach someone and make friends, but they pushed me and shouted: "get out freak"

Do you know why freak? I had a big scar on my face from my dad's punch, and I always wore the same clothes. In blue ripped jeans, a light red T-shirt and well-worn boots.

I did not grieve much, because I loved everyone.

That day, after school, I went to the locker room, took my old autumn jacket and went outside. Winter ... Blizzard. I was shivering from the cold and could hardly walk. Then someone behind me rushed at me and stuck his head in a snowdrift. I heard them say: "You freak! no one needs you, you're a bum!"

Then they hit on the legs, on the hands, on the back and left

I cried ... not because it was cold, but because I have no friends, but I still loved everyone

Then I came home and my mother pounced on me and started pulling my hair: “Where have you been?! What kind? Idiot crazy! There will be no dinner for you, go to your room!”

I silently went to my room and sat. I'm used to being beaten ... when they don't hug me and say nice words. I fell asleep like that ... in wet clothes and hungry.

Then I began to study poorly, I didn’t understand anything ... dad beat me for it and very hard, once hit my hands so hard that my finger was numb and didn’t move ... since then it has remained so ...

Because of this, I was teased even more at school.

Days passed, and then one day my heart ached. Mom and dad didn't do anything as usual. At night you know what I wanted? I really really wanted my heart not to hurt ... because I didn’t want to upset my mom and dad with this ... I loved them very much, honestly, very much

The next day at school, we were asked to draw a picture in the lesson: "My dream"

Everyone drew cars, rockets and dolls, but I didn't.

Because I didn't want it...I wanted a good mom and dad...

And I drew a family. Mom, dad and their son joyfully playing a board game. I drew and cried quietly ... because this is my dream ...

When it was my turn to show the drawing to the class, everyone laughed at me.

I went to the blackboard and said: “my dream is a family. (I showed the drawing and everyone started laughing)

One boy named Seryozhka said: “And this is your dream? ahahaha"

And I couldn’t say anything and just said quietly through tears: “please don’t laugh at me ... this is my dream ... they beat me and don’t love me ... I ask you not to scoff ... I want my mother to hug and kiss me like you ... every time after school I stand on the sidelines and watch how your parents pick you up and happily go home. And no one needs me, I know ... (I cried even harder) ... I don’t have a finger and I’m not beautiful, lame and scary. But it's not my fault, to be honest. I love my parents very much and I don’t want to upset them with anything ... please at least you don’t mock me, don’t beat me

The teacher held back her tears and few understood me ... but they still mocked me

One day I got a bad mark in Russian at school. I was afraid to go home ... I would have upset my mother

But I have nowhere else to go and trudged home.
Mom found out about the deuce and it all started all over again ... She grabbed my sore finger and threw me to the floor ... I hit my foot on a stool. Then she hit me twice on the head and I couldn’t do anything ...

After the beating, I lay on the floor, on my side and could not get up.
I didn’t feel my finger and my leg too. Mom went somewhere and left me ... I took a cookie out of my pocket and began to nibble quietly ... I was afraid.

She came up and said: “So much rubbish raised you, but you can’t do anything, so let your father come and he will ask you!”
It's not a pity!!" I only had time to say: "mommy don't need it, I'll fix it" and dad came

When he found out about the deuce, he grabbed my hand and started
shaking ... then he hit me in the face and legs ... I fell and did not remember anything

I woke up in the hospital and saw that I didn’t have a finger for good ... I looked out the window and was sad, quietly crying ... the New Year was coming and everyone was in a hurry in all directions ... How children and their parents play catch up ... how a mother hugs her son and kisses. Do you know why I cried? because I didn’t know what a mom’s smile and her kiss was ... I didn’t know what it was to hug mom ... dad

They only beat me ... but I loved
My teacher at school gave me tea to drink, played with me a little ... she is my friend

Half a year has passed.
I studied better, but mom and dad didn’t love me ... once I accidentally spilled some seagulls, and they beat me again ... Suddenly my heart ached and I told my mother: “mom-mom, my heart hurts”
She did not pay attention ...

I was in the hospital again and my parents didn’t come to me at all ... they told me that they would come, but no ... And I waited and waited ... But
they refused me ... from a freak
And I loved them so much ... I loved them all

The boy Vanya died two days later ... from another injury ... When he was found dead, he was holding his drawing and a note that he had not finished writing ... The content was as follows: “Mommy and Daddy.
Forgive me for being so... that ugly, stupid and lame. I'm sorry you didn't love me...sorry. I didn't mean to upset you, I only wanted one thing.... Hug you mom ... kiss and say that I love you ...

Dad ... I wanted to play races and shooters with you ... go for a walk and sing ...
I know it's my fault (
I love you very much ... .. "

There was no further continuation ... the boy's heart stopped ....
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Do not be so inattentive to your children! In their little heart, there is so much love that would be enough for the whole world ...

Such was Vanechka… a boy who fell in love with the whole world… and his parents…